This past week I struggled with accepting the joy it takes to appreciate what I have in the moment.
I do have a roof over my head, food on the table and a clean body to love.
I do have a means to make people happy from around the world and in turn it all just makes me happy.
To be honest, I am lucky to be alive.
According to the magic of online dictionaries, alive means this:
I survived bullying, emotional/mental abuse from family members and curbed homelessness with my soul by nurturing a community that falls outside the family tree.
It may feel lonely and desolate at first because no one understands your thoughts and emotional patterns, but through a little appreciation, a dash of gratitude and a whole box of magical charm, I know you too will be chasing rainbows and feeling lucky to be alive.
This week, my depressed state has warmed and the sunshine returns full swing, just in time for a lovely Mercury Retrograde which will move into the sign of Cancer. This zodiac sign is all about emotions and nurture. So I dare you to be alive, feel your emotions ten fold and go nurture those passions that invigorate your senses.
Live in this moment with me, firefly.
Want a pal? Lets be friends on Facebook, I would love another sprightly soul to befriend.