CARD READING WHEN YOU FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WANTING MORE OUT OF LIFE AND YOUR JOB

Since the last card reading I did, we find ourselves going through a new moon solar eclipse. What does this mean for us and our dreams? Well, we may have to dig deeper in the sand to get to the pearl. Wanting more out of life and your job is a beautiful intention. But what’s the worth of intention when there’s no action?

In this reading (watch below) I hit those peaks and valleys when it comes to getting unstuck with our emotions while manifesting change. Just this morning, I found out that my food stamps are being revoked because mail that human services sent over was returned to them. Odd. I was very livid when I read those words because I’m in no position to buy groceries cold turkey. I need the food stamps to survive as a human. Friends have already bought me things but that’s not sustainable for me or for them. In a wild rant on the phone with my mother, the Universe shot me with some truth.

What if the cancellation of food stamps means is a sign. Not a sign of the stupid policies and procedures in place to manage humanity. But an eclipse drenched sign telling me that this is part of walking away from my current living situation. This is a sign of cutting ties with malnourishment and saying hello to a brand new world?  This blew out my rage and I felt a cooler more content breeze. When I told my mom this, we both laughed. Of course. This is the type of paradigm shifting pearl digging experience that happens during the eclipse. I’m not suggesting every refusal of food stamps is a good sign for everyone, I’m saying in my situation right now, this is a sign of growth and new opportunity.

 

I realize our current political climate and human culture is being tested. Our ability to love one another and offer solutions instead of judgments are necessary in sustaining our ever-evolving species.  I nor you have to be chained to what no longer serves us. Yes, we think we can’t live without it or someone, but we can choose to break away from scarcity and insecurities. The colors that come up in this reading speak to feeling safe in your value and work. Taking action to make change possible is one of the scariest things for us to do.

Applying to a new job, letting yourself love again, getting back to rehab to strengthen your body, mind, and soul, are risks that matter. Choosing to get back into the game of your dreams is courageous. Understanding that it’s time to pick up and move away from a dead-end improves your life and career. I too been staring long and hard at a brick wall feeling guilty for wanting more for myself. I’m scared if people will judge me. I’m worried about the financial implications. I also find myself more excited. After chatting with my mom who’s lived almost 30 years, packing bags, moving and feeling guilty about stepping up in the world, I came to embrace eclipses that happen in our life.

These moments when we feel our most vulnerable, often give us all the magic we need to make the most out of our own kind of miracle. So, friend, I urge you to use these colors, crystals and essential oils to make the miracle happen. Be brave to be what you wish to see in the world. Be true and be you.

1 thought on “CARD READING WHEN YOU FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WANTING MORE OUT OF LIFE AND YOUR JOB

  1. Enjoyed your July 13th reading! Many blessings to you 💕

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