Scorpio Sag new moon transition and how it will effect you in color

This New Moon is a lap around the field emotionally and take your intuitive and inner world to a free expanse that is no longer gated.

Sag energy is very joyously spacious and everything is nothing and nothing is everything sort of feeling.

Allow me to color splash this energy for you in the video below. If you have individual questions please leave me a comment.

So how will you work these colors in your life over the next 3 days?

Until next time love, light and color 

bernardcharles

P.S. I would love to read your color.

Home is where the heart is trusted

Trust me to know and to do what is best,
And I will take care of the rest.
But trust is the color of a dark seed growing.
Trust is the color of a heart’s blood flowing.
Trust is the color of a soul’s last breath.
Trust is the color of death.

Give me your trust said the queen on her throne,
for I must bear the burden alone.
Trust me to lead and to judge and to rule, and no man will think you a fool.
But trust is the sound of the grave-dog’s bark.
Trust is the sound of betrayal in the dark.
Trust is the sound of a soul’s last breath.
Trust is the sound of death.

This passage from Robert Jordan’s Lord of Chaos is a bit scary isn’t it. Well, I never read the book but simply google’d “trust and color” and found his wording to be a true taking for where I am right now.

Can you trust what you can not see?

I burrowed deep away from all of the world, all of the light and all of me because somehow money, fame and material possessions are objects of my poisonous distrusting habit.

I don’t care about anything and everything at the same time.

I know your opinion is none of business.
I know your immediate flattery of me is something to smile about.
I know that guilt rises in me from accepting another’s food.
I know that when asked about who I am and what I do is a chest locking diving board.

I don’t know who I am. I don’t know what I do.
I just am and I just do.

That’s exactly how my whole life has been. But it was stripped, teased and gossiped about because my simply being here and doing was because of another’s disapproval of themselves and now they turned me into this babbling idiot that wobbles to and fro and can’t make a decision for himself.

Well, I am making a decision. Without blame as much as I want to blame, I promise that the TRUE me does not blame. So here it goes, I am choosing to throw the towel in about moving to New York.

Personal relationships need peace and it starts with me. I will always find peace if I just allow myself to love my family and not resent them for being so poor.

Until next time love, light and color 

bernardcharles

P.S. I would love to read your color.

The one question you must ask yourself when it downpours pain, heartbreak and loss

rescue card Colete baron reid photoI’ve probably consulted my own cards about my personal life more than 40 times in the past two weeks.

All signs pointing the way to follow my intuition – my heart.

With great change comes responsibility to survive, be secure and provide safety for myself.

I don’t know how you’ve dealt with the trials of life up until this point but you are reading this and lived through the thick of it. Bravo!

Repeatedly, I look to others as source of inspiration. If they can do it, than I can do it.

It’s not that hard.

Well, comparing myself to them probably isn’t the cleanest way to handle pain, breakups or loss of any kind. Each person brings a unique flavor to the mix even though the dish might be the same. So, I sat down and asked myself one question with some help of The Round Table.

What am I learning right now?

It’s simple and I totally came to the same conclusion when I walked 10 miles in the rain earlier this week.

Our struggles are worthless and mediocre until we learn something from them.

Instead of an elaborate card spread or meditating for hours to try and find answers, I kept my inquiry short and sweet. Even the most mind thrashing of decisions can be easily hand-picked by re-framing the question away from pinning each fork in the road up against each other like a pros and cons list.

Every condition in the choice you make will have an affect on you and not choosing a path or choosing not to expect anything is still a decision you are consciously creating for yourself.

So.

What are you learning right now?

For me, I must get out of my head (which tends to be my worst enemy in moments like this) so I consulted Colette Baron-Reid’s Enchanted Map oracle cards. The one card that I drew up for my in-the-moment reading was Rescue.

Immediately self-rescue came to mind.

But I had to affirm my intuition just a bit more and so I found this song in seconds of searching my soul-keyword: rescue.

This is exactly where I’m at, what I’m learning and how I’m feeling.

It’s going to be ok!

Until next time love, light and color 

bernardcharles

P.S. I would love to read your color.